Wow, it has been a while!

I haven't posted in a while, because other than a couple of life crisis situations, there has been no developments in the quest to get knocked up. I did NOT test at all last month! The first time in over 2 1/2 years I haven't peed on a stick! :o And this month, not charting, not going to JM, pretty much nothing! I'm sick and tired of actively trying and getting absolutely nowhere, except for another crack in my heart, and a lighter wallet from TTC supplies. So, I am going to try something new. I am not going to worry about getting pregnant, and all the crap that goes with it, and I am just going to molest my husband because I want to! And not because I have to either! I will never totally give up hope, but I'm just not expecting to get pregnant anymore.