I think I wanna move

That is saying a lot for me, because I absolutely HATE to move. I love my house & love where it is at. Why do I want to move? Because I'm tired of most people. A lot of my so called 'friends' have decided that they are too good to have anything to do with me anymore. I'm tired of feeling like I have to walk on eggshells around people, and go out of my way to please them. They only call, text, or drop by when they want something. I'm tired of these selfish, self-centerd turds!! And I'm sick and tired of feeling like I've done something wrong, that there is something wrong with me. The problem with a lot of them? They all changed when they got pregnant. Now if things aren't on their time schedule, they don't happen. And I'm sorry, but when you make plans with someone, it is very, very rude to cancel them last minute, especially with the reason "it would be weird to have you and my family both here", even though you have spent numerous occassions with her family there too. WTF ever. I'm sick of it. I'm tired of worrying about everybody else. I'm tired of the bullshit. I think I would like to move, where I didn't have to deal with this bullshit day in and day out. Why do I have to deal with it? Because sometimes you cannot control who lives near you, goes to your church, or has mutual friends. Thus, the wanting to move.