I've felt lately that is the question I have been often asking myself.
So much crap and such as been going on for the past few weeks that its absolutely freaking ridiculous! Good and bad. Good=fantastic job that I now have and completely love! Bad=we've moved into a temporary location until we can save the money to move our trailer up here. Hopefully this situation will last only about a month or two. I hate to move. I mean HATE to move. I would rather have my toenails ripped out than to move. It could be that since Jan. '06 it will be the 6th move I've done so far, with the 7th only a month or two away. Yes, you read correctly. Seventh. Moving takes its absolute toll on my body and mind. It stresses me out so much that I can't eat, I'm constantly sick and spending half the day in the bathroom for one end or the other. Sorry, shoulda had a TMI warning, but oh well. Right now I just need a day of complete peace and quiet. I need a box of good books and a pretty location to help de-stress. And I promise you, I am going to get that soon, no matter what I have to do. I'm off work Monday due to the 4th, so if David has to work, then that is going to be my day.
Please pray for me guys. Prayers for peace and understanding. Prayers to just trust and believe that God loves me and will not do anything to harm me. Prayers for faith and wisdom. Thanks!
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