By it, I mean drama and people in general. So called friends stab you in the back, and throw you under the bus. Some even don't call you for an entire YEAR! And I'm over it. I will miss these people, and it saddens me, but I've come to the conclusion that sometimes it is just best to be free of people like that. It's hard not to feel lonely sometimes, but would I rather be lonely, or would I rather be caught up in the Drama Llama group? Hmm, is there a third option? Yes, I know I can make new friends. But it takes years to develop a friendship like those I am giving up. I've known some of these people for 18 years! Over half my life! There is history there. There is life, death, marriage and divorce tied up in those friendships. So, its like no matter which option I chose, I end up the loser. I'm a social person. I need girlfriends to confide it, and do things with, but my options either require me to go at it alone, or sacrifice sanity & deal with drama, and neither of those options is what I want.
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