Strength to weather the storm that is upon me. Strength to ignore the negative. Strength to look at my shortcomings and see where I can improve. Strength to just trust and go about my business. Strength and determination to keep with my lifestyle change.
Father God, I am tired. I'm tired of feeling attacked. I'm tired of feeling like I have to look over my shoulder continuously for the next attack. Tired of that feeling of 'what next?'. I can't do this anymore by myself. I've tried to be strong. But my supply of strength is gone. God, you'll have to handle this for me. I'm giving it over to you, and I am going to try my hardest to actually and fully give it over to you and let it go. I have a hard time doing that Lord, I know that. But you are a mighty God, and You can handle it. So Lord, here goes. I'm giving you my worries. My worries about my relationship with David. My worries about housing. My worries about the furbabies. My worries about children. My worries about my job. My worries about gossip mongers and hateful people. I'm giving it all to you Lord. It is too much for me.
And Satan, I command you to leave me alone in the Name of Jesus! Satan, you are not welcome around me, and I command you in the Name of Jesus to stop your attack on me and my family and to leave!
In Jesus' Holy Name. Amen.
Praying for you friend. I miss your sweet and silly self!!
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